Doctors

I had my appointment yesterday with the specialist. I didn't hear exactly what I wanted to hear but at least there is some resolution coming my way. He said if the hole in my stomach hasn't healed with this long of time, it never would on its own. So, I will have to be operated on again. He is going to do a scope to see how extensive of a surgery he has to do. He may have to go in and re-route things or he may be able to do an easy repair...I of course, am praying for the less invasive of the two. I will let you know how the scope goes...

On the bright side I really thought he was going to put me on a feeding tube again but not only did that not happen, he told me that I could eat solid foods , Also, I could sleep on my side and stomach. Its funny I have slept on my stomach my whole life. I have only slept on my back for the past 3 months. Last night I tried sleeping on my side and stomach and it felt foreign to me... My back appreciated it though...

Anniversary Week

Yep you guessed it, this week was our wedding anniversary, 15 years. First off I am so proud to be married that long in a time where people break for little to no reason. Yet, I wonder where the time went. I can remember almost every single detail of that day. We went to the courthouse, we didn't want the fuss of a big, everyone looking at us celebration. There are some days I regret this but it doesn't last for long. The truth of the matter is, its the marriage part that counts not the wedding. Although, a beautiful white dress would have been nice... ...

Not too much to report on the health front, I finally go to see the specialist this Wednesday and hopefully he will have, or make a plan for me. So maybe I will be re operated on, be put on liquid nourishment for a while, or we just wait. I am trying not to think about it too much, just sit back and see what God has in store for me... I am just glad to finally be looking at some sort of closure... pun intended

Happy New Year

We had a nice quite New Years Eve. We went to Toys r us on Tuesday and updated our game selection. So we played some games and waited until the ball dropped to have some sweet smooches. woo hoo... It was nice.

Yesterday we went to the movies to finally see 4 Christmas's it was cute, glad we got to see it there are plenty more movies I want to see right now but there are playoff games all weekend so that is going to have to wait... I already have to stuff in taking the boys to get washed, returning some gifts, and hitting the grocery store before the first game on Saturday... UUUGGGHHH

Anyway, I wish you all the very best year ever...