Oh my gosh, the past two days the weather has been beyond outstanding. Today it was in the 90's. We actually had to turn on the air conditioner today. Unfortunately I didn't have allot of time to enjoy it. Both days were filled to the brim. Luckily, its going to be nice the next two days so I am going to plant some flowers we bought yesterday and spend my day outside tomorrow.
Today was compassion day at church and they spoke about an organization that sponsors poor children in other countries. I cried through out the whole presentation. Needless to say, we are sponsoring both a girl and a boy. My little girls name is named Marieth she is from Tanzania, she turns 6 in two days. I am already in love with her. Our boys name is Felix he is from Peru and he just turned 6 in February. I cant wait to receive my first picture from my beautiful kids.
I had a rough night emotionally on Friday. I was holding my god-daughter dancing with her and out of no where my heart just broke. I still want so badly to dance with my own little girl and holding her was a reminder of just how beautiful this feeling is and how vacant my heart feels without her. I pray that this feeling one day subsides and I can move forward without this sadness in my heart.
Great news at the doctors this week. I will not have to have bypass surgery at least not yet. Turns out they didn't put me out completely so every time he went to put the clip on I would move. He did get two on but doesn't feel confident in how secure they are. We will see, in 6-8 weeks if it is not healed he will go in again only this time with me completely under. He will also put a stint in as I have some sort of blockage in my lower stomach that he feels is also aiding in keeping my stomach from healing. I am pleased beyond measure...
We went to Cirque Du Soleil last night and it was awesome. These people are talented beyond belief. I now want to go to Vegas and see the "real" thing. The lady who sat in front of us said she had been to at least four of them in Vegas and said this one was nothing in comparison. That's hard to believe because this truly was outstanding. We even got popcorn dumped on our heads by the clown... too cute
This blog started out as an outlet and outreach following our adoption process both from Kazakhstan and the US....A process that and didnt work out for us. I am married to a man I adore, have a beautiful home with 3 amazing kids(ahhh I mean dogs) see pictures, we have Charming Champ, Big Boy Bruiser, and Lovely Lilly.
I like to think I am fun loving. funny, sensitive, giving, good person...