Sitting Around

Why is it when your just sitting around doing nothing its kind of nice. Yet when you have to sit around doing nothing it's torture? I have realized the less I do the better I get, yet knowing I have to take it easy only makes me want to move furniture and clean behind it. The old saying you always want what you cant have comes to mind... I never had a problem sitting around watching TV all day in the past... Oh well, soon enough this will all seem like a faded dream.

I have Vertigo and let me tell you it stinks. I went to the Doctors last week and he said that it was viral and would only last up to a week. Well, we are going on two weeks now and I am not liking it at all. Thank God I am only dizzy, no nausea, or ear problems. Just feel a little drunk, woo hoo...

Other then that life is beautiful and I am blessed to be on this earth. If I don't write again I wish you all a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR, my wish is that you treasure your family and loved ones and have peace, love, health, and joy all through the new year...

Merry Christmas

Just wanted to wish you all a Very Merry Christmas.... Hope your day was filled to the brim with love and laughter.

Also wanted to thank God for bringing me home for Christmas, it was the greatest gift ever being able to spend time with family. I was so far away for so long I cant even express how lucky I feel to be here. I am blessed....

Back to the ER

Well, I have had a cough this week and my fistula reopened so I have to go back to the ER and have a feeding tube put in... I am so unhappy about this. Although the liquid diet wasn't my favorite I felt so free. I am hoping that this time they put the one that goes into your side and directly into the intestines. That would be soooo much better. We shall see... I am waiting until tomorrow morning to go being that its not a real urgent matter. I just leak a bit of what I drink...

Anyway, keep me in your prayers...

Where have you been...

Okay so you may be wondering, where have you been. Without going into details, I have been in the hospital for the past two months. Monday was my first night home since October 6th. I came home to finish healing at home my feeding tube got blocked Tuesday morning so I had to go back to the ER. They decided after more tests that I would be able to take it out and start on a liquid diet. Woo Hoo... So, Praise God, I will be my old healthy self very soon. I go back on Wednesday and believe they will be putting me on a soft diet. I cant wait I haven't eaten anything since October 5th. So, the thought of apple sauce sends chills down my spine... Things are looking up and I feel great...

Thanks to all my family and friends who sent their love and prayers on my behalf. I am blessed to have so many amazing people in my life. Tim you are the best husband in the world I couldn't love you more.

To my babies, I am so sorry for leaving you for so long I missed you every day. Thank you for not holding a grudge and loving me unconditionally. I love all three of you so much.